So new ward/church am i a plague to the world?

So my new ward is nice dont talk to alot of others but i try well i feel like im a plague couse no one sits by me do i smell bad to others or have a deases no but it feels that way its like in easy A, Olive she starts rumers that she sleeps with others well there is a part in the movie were guys ask to help them make up soemthing about what t hey did how ever no one was actuley trying to date her or actuely hook up with her well she seis she wounders if she has a Gnome she doesnt but sometimes you wounder and alot of others are allready friends in the ward and im not that out going unless i have my close friends or my theater friends i have neather will i not be alone anymore? i had a furtune told that i would find my soul mate in my church i do not belive in soul mates i think there is someone out there for everyone more then one person and right now friend ships would be wounderful but sometimes its hard to open up and this year its hard to let others in unless you allready now me lol it will be nice to make new friends and to have fun new start new hair new me but not lol i need to go shopeing soon i hope to find someone to go with me so much fun with others there. for those who dont know the reason for my blog name its cant buy me love couse of the 80's flick i love 80s they dont make guys like that anymore lol and also the olden day guys as well now its like justin beiver what the???? and other young guys :P yeah im just blabing now lol life is great at times just keep going some days are better then others well have a good day friends.