he is just not that into you. and thoughts on love.

so why do we wait around for guys to call us why do they ask us for are nubers if he doesnt call or doesnt like us why wast are time. and i know everyone will have a chance of finding love i watched sex in the city and how i know how carry feels she got left at the alter thats bad and how she was abel to try and get threw her heart ack and how she for gave him and and he was willing to fight for her thats what a guy that truely loves you he will fight for you if he doesnt he is stupid! yes thats right i seid stupid! and there is someone out there everyone deservs happyness take a risk in life its like Nicko seid show no fear and be fearless. and not all of us are geting married or haveing kids theres still singles theres so many diffrent people and even if we are single we can have fun love life no ones life is perfect or the best but but even the smallest person can change the cousre of the futer sorry lord of the rings line haha but enjoy what you have at this moment in life. life is short and hard but you can make it the best and when you are the best that you can be you can find the best in the person you will marry or that your married to. xxxxxxxx

So new ward/church am i a plague to the world?

So my new ward is nice dont talk to alot of others but i try well i feel like im a plague couse no one sits by me do i smell bad to others or have a deases no but it feels that way its like in easy A, Olive she starts rumers that she sleeps with others well there is a part in the movie were guys ask to help them make up soemthing about what t hey did how ever no one was actuley trying to date her or actuely hook up with her well she seis she wounders if she has a Gnome she doesnt but sometimes you wounder and alot of others are allready friends in the ward and im not that out going unless i have my close friends or my theater friends i have neather will i not be alone anymore? i had a furtune told that i would find my soul mate in my church i do not belive in soul mates i think there is someone out there for everyone more then one person and right now friend ships would be wounderful but sometimes its hard to open up and this year its hard to let others in unless you allready now me lol it will be nice to make new friends and to have fun new start new hair new me but not lol i need to go shopeing soon i hope to find someone to go with me so much fun with others there. for those who dont know the reason for my blog name its cant buy me love couse of the 80's flick i love 80s they dont make guys like that anymore lol and also the olden day guys as well now its like justin beiver what the???? and other young guys :P yeah im just blabing now lol life is great at times just keep going some days are better then others well have a good day friends.

bootycall to breack ups.

There is a guy who only talks to me when he wants something from me its happened a few times well haha not ever again. there is a saying fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me well lets just say never again.here are a few songs i like alot its from my great hits alot of them are breack up songs or im over you songs.i dont know who sings this one "what if you can wish me away what if you spoke those words today i wounder if you will miss me when im gone. but just for tonight i will stay just for tonight i couldhave been better what ifi feel like i belong. i like this song couse its like what if.
for me to feel better about anything i like to work out change my hair. watch moviesthat i can realate to. So the booty call guy asks if i wanted to do something i sied no!
new song.Im threw with love ill never fall again for i must have you or no one and so im threw with love i locked my heart and im keeping my feelings therecouse im threw with love good bye spring it doesnt mean the same. marlin manroe sang that song. Loyed dobler from say anything aka john cusack "loyed we dont want to see you get hurt"! Loyed:i want to get hurt"!!! i love that its so true its better have loved and lost then not love at all. I love the fact she broke up with him and he still foght for her and dident give up i rember seeing that movie when i was a teen and seid how creepy is he lol i watched it again two years ago and now love that movie. he is a sweet heart.

life in a nut shell hehe.

Today was not bad cleaned most of the day cleaning is great and makes the house smell great and feel clean well haha i dont like cleaning the loundry room its stinks it has cloths on the floor and are lovely dogs like to eat and crap and pee all over the cloths and the floor haha well lucky me i get to clean it up. any way so im hopeing after all that work i get to go to the doller movies or do something. or even see scream 4 but not sure. Life for me is get and had its moments often but it would be nice to find a nice guy to take me out on a date its been since dec when my ex broke up with me on new years day everyone i will smack you if you breack up with someone one ther BIRTHDAY or a HOLIDAY OK!!!!! its the worst timeing and also not to mention how every year on that day will most likely suck so if your going to breack up do it a few weeks befor the holiday or after and try to make good memorys out of the bad ones do things with new friends who care about you and want to do things with you who like you for you. If you have friends that dont treat you well lose them and get new ones. i hate others saying crap about others and when they lie about what they are saying to others well thats  not being a good friend a great friend listens and helps when needed is willing to buy lunch when the other doesnt have money then the next time you pay for your friend and i dont have alot of friends after others treat you poorly its hard to let others in and find out who is the real friend it took me a few years to realise who my true friends are. love one another as jesus loves you. 

xoxoxox

this past year what i have found and what i have lost.

I have learned that friends come and go but true friends last for ever how wounderful is that! I have gained some great friends threw great times and trials my best friends have helped me out so much they have blessed my life its hard couse jamie lives in south jorden and then also nice couse my cousin lives a street over even though us three dont see each other much when we do its so fun and we never get bord even though we cant make up are minds what to do lol. last year i found the love of my life i had a great expirence and learnd alot and when it comes to my next relationship i can take some of those things i learned and i know what type of person i want to be with. Dateing is hard but can be fun go and ask a lady out or women let guys know that your intrested it can be so fun or it can be a really bad date but those moments you can look back and laugh. like when i first got home from a LDS mission i went to australia perth  my friend set me up on a date when i got home and it was so weird he took me to mexican food all we seid to each other was hi how are you? what is your major? that was it well lets just say we both dident want to date after that at the time it was like that was a  bad date but know i look back and its funny.

movies are allways fun if you come out of a movie and hate it or was like what did i just watch go and see another one heheh me and jamie went and saw seasons of the witch we thought it was going to be like lord of the rings fantesy type movie haha no it was not so then we saw tangled such a cute movie.

Life as we know it.

So this is my first blog and im not sure what will be in it but hopefuly you enjoy.


What ever happen to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80's movies? I want john cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawn mower with patrick dempsey. I want jake from sixteen candles waiting outside the church for me. I want judd nelson thrusting his fist into the air. Becouse he knew he got me. Just once I want my life to be a 80's movie". 

love this movie easy A and i really would love all those things. To bad life wasent wrighten by john hughs but life is great some of the time as it is.life is what you make it why not make it good. :) some of my fav things to do with friends is going to the movies eating popcorn with nacho cheese sauce and lol. my fav dessert place would have to be the chocolate if you have not been i highly think you should so good!